December 23, 2009

December 23, 2009

So today was an okay day.

Mom and dad were both gone when I woke up so I took a shower and everything and then mom had me start the laundry. Ha perfect. So she wouldn’t smell my clothes. They didn’t smell that bad. I called Rhonda and told her all about it and that was good. Paula came over for about an hour and I told her too. We talked about pot too and I’m a “couple pages” ahead of her, because I guess she hasn’t put it all the way in. so yeah. It’s weird to think about it and not tell anyone. I don’t really feel proud or relieved I just feel like, “okay, I hung out with him again and this time we did something different.” I do hope we hang out again thought before I leave for Mexico, I would like to try it again. Hopefully he would, I think he would. I like friends with benefits though because there’s no emotional attachment. I didn’t cry, I’m not in desperate need to see him again or talk to him, so yeah. I feel perfectly fine about it. And tomorrow I’m working with Gil, and Hunter but it’ll be okay. Tomorrow is Christmas eve. And that means I’ll be spending mucho time with family. Great. Oh! And we rented the hangover tonight. It was funny!

G’night! ❤ Ava Estelle