August 16, 2009

August 16, 2009

Sunday 12:30pm

Yesterday I came back into town and went to Delia’s house then met up with Paula, Devin, Brad, Harry and Craig at the soccer park. We just hung out for a while and then went to Sonic for some ice cream. It was a lot of fun to hang out with them again. Then I drove back to the soccer park with Harry, Brad and Devin while Craig went with Delia. It was fun to be in a car with three guys. Even though Harry tickled me from the side and Brad got me from behind. We did donuts in the parking lot and then I switched cars and got into Delia’s. We went back to her house, and I stayed the night. Eric called me on our way back to her house asking if I’d want to go on a walk with him and Taylor, yeah, I decided not to. Then Taylor texted me asking if I had a crush on Eric, I don’t and I asked her if he had a crush on me and he doesn’t. Just friends – easy. And this morning Devin texted me what I think of him – er how attractive he is. I answered and told him he ranked 8.5 on a scale 1-10. I asked the same question and he answered, “Your eyes are absolutely beautiful, and your hair is also very nice. Your short and that’s good because guys like girls who are shorter than they are, and you’re not a stick which is a plus because contrary to what most girls think guys don’t like girls who are skinny. We like them normal. You’re very nice and you flirt which isn’t a bad thing, you like to be with friends and like to keep things fun. Overall, I’d say you’re very attractive about an 8.75.” So yeah, that took up four texts and made me smile. And that’s about it. I better cover a new journal now. Yay! Another one filled up. 😊

MUCH LOVE TO THE FUTURE ME! <- That’s kind of weird to think about.

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: I think I was in my prime and had so many different people around me boosting my self confidence.

July 4, 2009

July 4, 2009

Saturday

Just got done hanging with Hunter. It was weird. I came home from the cabin, and he was already here, walking around the block. He came in my house for a bit, met the cats and then we walked to the park. We talked about writing and school, drama, we ended up sitting on a bench by the river at the park and talked more.

He’s never had a girlfriend, his family thinks he’s gay because of that. We talked about his childhood, he didn’t have a great childhood, he had a best friend that ended up stealing things from him and he later moved away. Even face to face it was as like awkward as on the phone. He wants to help people with his life, that’s his life goal. It’s a good one, but I think he’s kind of too shy for it.

Later Paula and Alyssa ended up meeting us and we talked about things, played 20 questions, and never have I ever. I would have said never have I ever kissed a boy, but I thought that would kind of be weird. So, we walked down to the school to meet up with the guys and then Harry showed up. We all talked, and Hunter was kind of distant. Then the fireworks started, and Paula laid down a blanket and we all sat on it, except Hunter sat off to the side on the grass. Not even on the blanket. I sat right next to Harry to give Hunter room, but he didn’t move over. And then Harry started tickling me and all that stuff. Good ol’ Harry, I flirt with him way more than I flirt with Hunter. After fireworks we hung out a little bit longer. Harry ended up giving us a ride home and then Hunter left once we got back here – said he was feeling lightheaded. Sooo I don’t know about this kid Hunter. He’s nice and cute but not really funny, outgoing or interesting. I ended up calling Eric last night and talked to him about my night and he said I should talk to Hunter about being in a relationship and if he wants a relationship or a friendship. So yeah, that was my night that my parents don’t know about. They think I hung out with everyone that I did except Hunter. So yeah, now I have to drive back up to the cabin and hang out up there.

TTYL!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: I am laughing at the awkwardness that occurred during this hang out. Hunter wanted to hang out with me and meet my friends but wouldn’t like include himself in the group. Oh well, it’s a least a funny memory.