September 5, 2009

September 5, 2009

NSFW entry!

Saturday

Went to work for 8 hours. Had breaks with Georgia. Saw Hunter and Eric. Kyle got there at 5 and I left at 5:15. So I went out to eat for dinner with Delia and then we went to see The Ugly Truth – rated R!! It was good and made a lot of dirty jokes. Then we visited Devin and Brad and played rock band. After that she dropped me off at the park where I met up with Derek. We fooled around and I let him in my pants this time. It was fun. He ate me out too. That felt good, too. We made out a little bit and then it was midnight. So, I had to go home. We walked together a bit and then parted. Came home, went on Facebook and got a friend request from Gil from work. Haha. We have no mutual friends, so I wasn’t sure who he was at first. So yeah, it’s 1:20am and I need to go to bed.

Pretty good day!

❤ Ava Estelle 😊

Present day me: ohh memories of my escapades from the beginning of my chapter with men!

August 16, 2009

August 16, 2009

Sunday 12:30pm

Yesterday I came back into town and went to Delia’s house then met up with Paula, Devin, Brad, Harry and Craig at the soccer park. We just hung out for a while and then went to Sonic for some ice cream. It was a lot of fun to hang out with them again. Then I drove back to the soccer park with Harry, Brad and Devin while Craig went with Delia. It was fun to be in a car with three guys. Even though Harry tickled me from the side and Brad got me from behind. We did donuts in the parking lot and then I switched cars and got into Delia’s. We went back to her house, and I stayed the night. Eric called me on our way back to her house asking if I’d want to go on a walk with him and Taylor, yeah, I decided not to. Then Taylor texted me asking if I had a crush on Eric, I don’t and I asked her if he had a crush on me and he doesn’t. Just friends – easy. And this morning Devin texted me what I think of him – er how attractive he is. I answered and told him he ranked 8.5 on a scale 1-10. I asked the same question and he answered, “Your eyes are absolutely beautiful, and your hair is also very nice. Your short and that’s good because guys like girls who are shorter than they are, and you’re not a stick which is a plus because contrary to what most girls think guys don’t like girls who are skinny. We like them normal. You’re very nice and you flirt which isn’t a bad thing, you like to be with friends and like to keep things fun. Overall, I’d say you’re very attractive about an 8.75.” So yeah, that took up four texts and made me smile. And that’s about it. I better cover a new journal now. Yay! Another one filled up. 😊

MUCH LOVE TO THE FUTURE ME! <- That’s kind of weird to think about.

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: I think I was in my prime and had so many different people around me boosting my self confidence.

July 21, 2009

July 21, 2009

Tuesday

Today I hung out with Derek and his friend Teddy. We walked down through a trail and walked to the gas station near downtown. Eddie was there with Billy and Carter. He said he was going to tell mom and dad. I was freaking out. I walked back home by myself, and Eddie and Billy came up to me and I told him I’ll do anything so he wouldn’t tell. He agreed to me buying him candy. I was so relieved. And so was Derek, I guess since he had off of work today, he was planning on spending all day with me but my brother ruined that. Oh well, I wouldn’t want to spend all day with him. So I came home and talked to Rhonda on the phone. Told her about last night, Hunter and I are basically dating. 😊 and told her about this morning. I went to check on Delia’s cat, man I miss her, and chilled there for a while. I found out the guys were having a video game night at Brad and Devin’s house. I called Hunter and we talked for about a half hour, he said he had fun last night 😊 and I could tell our phone conversation was a lot better. He sounded exhausted, so I might hang out with him tomorrow, I’ll have nothing else to do. So I ended up eating dinner here at home and then I picked up Kayla and went over to the guys’ house. We played Rock Band and the wii. After her, I and Harry went to sonic for some ice cream and then came home at 11:07pm. So yeah, that’s it for now. I guess I’ll go to bed. G’night!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: I wish I still had a wii to use and play with! Rock Band was pretty fun too but I really miss playing DDR!

July 27, 2008

July 27, 2008

Sunday 9:43pm

So today dad woke me up by kicking at my leg at 7:30 in the morning. We had to go over to Uncle Charlie and Aunt Ivy’s house for the after-the-golf-outing-breakfast. We talked about the outing and how everything went and then drove home.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Woke up at Uncle Charlie and Aunt Ivy’s house. Mom, Aunt Ivy and Meryl and I went to the new Cabela’s store. Mom wanted to buy some chocolate covered espresso beans. We went out for lunch at cousins subs. Then went back to their house. Dad, Uncle Charlie and I played a few games of cribbage. Then we left to go to the Phillips’. I got to drive Aunt Ivy over there, because the kids and moms were going to the fair. So, we get there and Meryl and I just walk around the fair and people watch. We don’t know anyone there. So, I text Topanga and tell her we’re at the fair and she should come and hang out with us. So, she shows up and I walk around the park with her and she tells me pretty much all about her life. We probably walked a total of three miles. Then we met up with mom and everyone and went on some rides. That was really fun! We went on a giant swing and then a ride like the screaming eagle at MOA. Then the tilt o whirl. It was really cool to hang out with Topanga again. We walk over by the stage and listen to the band play a few songs then walk around some more and leave. When we were in the van on the way home, I let Meryl listen to a voicemail I got the night before, it sounded like Gayle left it. But it was a private number. Linda asked me what we were listening to, and I told her someone had prank called me last night and I couldn’t understand what they were saying. I looked at Gayle as I said that and she was smiling really big, so I’m pretty sure it was her. So, we get back to the Phillips’ and have some food. We talked for a little while and then went to bed. Meryl and I slept on the floor in Linda’s room. Neither Gayle or Linda slept in the same room as us.

Friday July 25, 2008

Pretty much watched movies all day. After the parents went to the fair to see COLLECTIVE SOUL! Gayle asked us three girls if we’d want to bike into town to go to the coffee corner. Another girl from the neighborhood came with too. So, we bike into town and on the way in Gayle and this girl bike over to Bailey’s house to have her come too. So, me, Linda, and Meryl just go straight to the coffee place. They show up and all order smoothies. And Meryl and I didn’t order anything. I wanted to bike over to our old neighborhood where we used to live. So, the three of us went and biked over the hill to the park and hung out there for a while. Then biked to a gas station to get some band aids because Meryl cut her foot while we were there. Dad called me and let me listen to SHINE by Collective Soul. It was really awesome. It was wavy and tinny sounding. But still cool to listen to them live. So, we bike back to their house and want to go swimming. So, we all get our suits on except Gayle. And we’re standing in the kitchen, Gayle tells us her grandma said we can’t go swimming because we’ll get overheated or a leg cramp. What kind of bullshit is that? Just Gayle being in control. So, we change into our pjs and decide to run around outside. But Gayle escapes to the neighbor girl’s house right after she said we’ll all play night games. We go over there and try to get them to come out, but they come back to Gayle’s house and sit inside, so us kids are like, messing with them through the window.

Well, we just end up watching Fool’s Gold. The neighbor girl never said one word while I was around her. And every time I looked at her she looked like she was about to cry. So, we watch the movie and go to bed. Linda ended up sleeping in her room with us so that was good.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Golf Outing Day!

Got up at 6am, way too early for me! I almost fell asleep while I was taking a shower. Got ready and dad took us three kids to burger king for breakfast. We got to the golf course and basically Meryl and I hung out together and took some pictures. My camera broke again so we had to use Meryl’s which only held about 15 photos. So, after everyone golfed and ate dinner/lunch and did the raffle prizes. I won a free 18 hole for 4 players certificate and traded for a bag ball game. After the raffle prizes were done dad drove us three back to the Phillips. Linda and their grandma were the only one’s there. So, I pretty much watched tv for the rest of the night, I was so tired. At about 11 I decided to go to bed, so I laid down and took my phone out to check for any new stuff. And there was a new voicemail from a private number. They said their name was Michael and they saw my myspace picture and thought we should go out. He gave me his number, so I texted it. Found out that he’s the guy Gayle likes – and I’m pretty sure she set him up to it. Even though when she got home, she told me she didn’t do it. But whatever. If I get another “private” call again I’m calling the police or I’m going to make Tabitha send her a mean text message. G’night!

Ava Estelle

Present day me: This was definitely a buried memory until I read this entry again. Wow. Getting creepy voicemails from a private number was how people pranked each other back then! Also, it was really cool to read about hanging out with Topanga. My family lived in this town where Gayle and Linda live. We moved a few hours away and would come back and visit a few times a year. Topanga was one of my first friends of my life.