fooling around – Ava's Journal Entries

December 30, 2009

NSFW entry!!!!

10:21am

Last night: I went to work from 5 til close and then had thold mom and dad that I’d be at Paula’s after work staying the night. On my way to work I called mom and told her that was my plan and she was really skeptical. Saying if I called Paula’s parents they would know? And being all paranoid. So at about 8:45 Paula walked into the store and said mom had called her dad and he didn’t know about me staing over so Paula’s dad called Paula telling her to call my mom. So when I got off of work I called mom and told her my plans and Paula was with me. Derek sat in the back of her car, too. Mom told me to call her from Paula’s house so I drove there called her, got my bloodhound cd back and then left. Got gas and went to Derek’s place 😊 we watched a part of a movie and then decided to go into his room. We caressed and kissed a lot, he fingered me (good) and I gave him a hand job, of course. and we had sex too. It still hurt, not as much and I just made it through the pain. You gotta get past the first time pains sometime. He had to finger me to get me warmed up and ready. We did it me on top and him on top, too. It was good. Yes, he wore a condom. After a while Jimmy came home. When Derek and I were done we watched the evil dead scary movie, Jimmy and I sat on the couch under a blanket and he caressed my body and I gave him a hand job all under the blanket. I was only wearing my jeans and panties and bra. So in the middle of the movie we decided to move to Jimmy’s room. Derek sat on the floor and Jimmy and I layed in his bed. We just ran our fingers over each other, he fingered me, we made out, I gave him a hand job. He wanted me to give him a blow job but I didn’t want to. When the movie was over, it was like 3:30am, or 4 or 4:30. I can’t remember. Derek and I went back into his room and just layed and talked for a while. We talked about a lot of stuff. Dating, life, work, Jimmy and us. It was about 5am and he was really horny. I was tired but I was horny too. I kissed his neck, we made out, he fingered me, found me g-spot (incredible!) pretty sure I orgasmed like two or three times last night. He couldn’t find another condom so we didn’t’ have sex again. But he came all over me. :p then we went to sleep. I only slept for two hours. My body was really sore. We cuddled and made out and did the whole shebang again. I changed my clothes and pretty much left. It was a good hang out. Very good. Fun, exciting, beneficial. I’m glad him and I are such good friends. 😊

More later!

*Acoustic with the girls yesterday.

*New Blackberry phone on Monday!

❤ Ava Estelle 😊

November 21, 2009

2:54am

NSFW entry!

Derek and Jimmy just left!!!

Meryl and I had the house to ourselves, so we invited some friends over 😊 I had to work so I didn’t get home until around 10ish. Gil and his girlfriend Emily came over and we watched The Big Lebowski. That was entertaining. They brought pizza and movies. Around 12:30am Derek and Jimmy showed up. They said hi to Gil and Emily and they had brought over beer and such. Gil and Emily had to leave. I told Derek that my sister was upstairs with her friends smoking weed. He got excited. We went up to her room, sat in a circle and everyone smoked except me. Peer pressure didn’t do me in! Then we went downstairs for a bit, then came back upstairs because Meryl and her friends wanted to watch a movie. So, us three sat on the S chair, and started the whole “she-bang” (literally!) and yeah. Derek and I kissed, and I did a hand job and he fingered me. Jimmy ran his fingers over my body. That definitely turned me on. He fingered me too. (I’m sore down there) they both did for a total of 4 fingers. We couldn’t turn any lights on, so that was good. We moved into my room, all three of us on my tiny bed. I think a board broke actually. Made out with both, got fingered by both, Jimmy has a way bigger dick than Derek, which is different. I was thirsty so I went into the bathroom and Derek followed, we humped standing up and then Jimmy walked in. After we were taking a break, Derek took a smoke. Jimmy and I went back to my bed. I sat on top of him, and we dry humped and kissed. He knows how to move his hands. And then Derek came back from his cigarette and said they should leave in 10 minutes. I didn’t want them to go.

So, I put my pj’s on, Jimmy came up to me hugged me, kissed, picked me up so I was straddling him. I think possibly/maybe Derek got a little jealous and at one point when Jimmy was fingering me and I had both my hands on both of them Derek whispered in my ear, “if he wasn’t here, I would have sex with you.” Eeeep! 😊

Next time.

SO yeah, I’m going to air out my room and get some much-needed sleep.

G’night!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: What an entry to revisit. No sex, but just a lot of fooling around with two hot guys when I was also hot. Hahahaha. I do remember this time and actually forgot the Gil and Emily were hanging out with me the same night before the guys came over. Looking back, Gil did flirt with me and hang out with me outside of work a few times. If he wasn’t in a relationship he and I probably would have gone out a few times too. They’re still in a relationship to this day as far as I know! I admire the trust they had and still have together.

October 8, 2009

Thursday

NSFW entry!

Great day! Didn’t have school!

I had to work last night, so after work I came up to the cabin and texted with Derek until I went to sleep. This morning I told mom I was being picked up by Delia at 11, so I took Meryl home and then went over to Derek’s. He went above my underwear and when I first got there, I was freezing, so we went under his blankets and warmed up. I gave him a hand job of course and we kissed and caressed, and I warmed up quick. I ended up getting really into it and scratched him right in the middle above his abs. It only lasted for like 45 minutes. I wanted to keep going but every time after he cums, he’s done, and we clean up. So, I hung out at his house for a little while longer and then walked home. Delia picked me up and we went to the store to get discount movie tickets. Then stopped at Starbucks for her and Wendy’s for me. She took me home and I hung out there until 4:30 because I had to pick up Brad, Devin and Rhonda to go to Zombieland! It was us three, Delia, Craig, Brandon, Harry, and Garrett. It was a pretty good movie, I liked it. Us three girls went out to eat afterwards. I took Rhonda home. I told her about Derek, she’s the only one who knows. And Meryl, but I completely trust her. Then came home, packed, picked up Meryl and the cats and came back up to the lake. Aaron was having a bonfire and called me to invite us but instead we hung out in the street, Eddie threw an ice cube at the cars, and I guess made a dent, but whatever. That’s it! G’night!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: I remember seeing Zombieland with everyone and having a great time. Also, having more fun with Derek is a little cringe to revisit but still helpful in looking back on my past.

September 7, 2009

Labor Day

Monday

NSFW entry!

Yesterday I worked for 8 more hours. I had my pm break with Hunter but luckily Aimee showed up at 1 and I told her to take her break with me at 3. So we talked about my summer happenings and she knows Aaron and Tori because she’s a senior at their school. So I got out at 6 and mom picked me up and brought me to the cabin, Oma, Opa, Uncle Pat, Aunt Blanche, Phoebe and Ryan were here. It was awkward. Most boring thing ever! Anyway, I might buy Delia’s mom’s laptop for $250. So that would be sweet! I don’t know what else to write. School tomorrow. Not excited, started raining in Ecuador today. Great. Oh well, it had to come sometime. I can’t believe it’s only been a month since I started fooling around with Derek. Hehe. And the other night was probably the best. Even though his breath smelt so bad after, and he said I tasted good, so that’s weird to think about. But kind of cool that it happened. If I was 18 I’d have sex with him. Oh well! One more year, but let’s hope I won’t be fooling around with him still in a year. Well I guess that’s it. More later!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: the term raining in Ecuador was a code phrase my friends and I used when it was our time of the month. It’s really funny I wrote hopefully I don’t be still fooling around with Derek in a year….

September 5, 2009

NSFW entry!

Saturday

Went to work for 8 hours. Had breaks with Georgia. Saw Hunter and Eric. Kyle got there at 5 and I left at 5:15. So I went out to eat for dinner with Delia and then we went to see The Ugly Truth – rated R!! It was good and made a lot of dirty jokes. Then we visited Devin and Brad and played rock band. After that she dropped me off at the park where I met up with Derek. We fooled around and I let him in my pants this time. It was fun. He ate me out too. That felt good, too. We made out a little bit and then it was midnight. So, I had to go home. We walked together a bit and then parted. Came home, went on Facebook and got a friend request from Gil from work. Haha. We have no mutual friends, so I wasn’t sure who he was at first. So yeah, it’s 1:20am and I need to go to bed.

Pretty good day!

❤ Ava Estelle 😊

Present day me: ohh memories of my escapades from the beginning of my chapter with men!