cabin – Ava's Journal Entries

November 26, 2009

NSFW entry!

Thanksgiving day

Well let’s start off with yesterday:

Phoebe came over, she hung out with Eddie, Meryl and I. It was awkward honestly. Everyone went up to the cabin except me because I was called into work. So I went from 3:30 until close. It was actually a good shift. Took a lunch break, got a pizza treatza lunchable! I had lunch break with Diane, Dawn, and Derek. At one point the two ladies were in deep conversation and Derek was reading a book, he started rubbing my leg under the table. Nobody noticed. He went really close to me; it was nice. And then we had our 15-minute break together and I was standing looking at the schedule. He came in and grabbed my ass and was basically all over me all during break. He vibrated his phone right on me through my pants and rubbed my leg and I made him hard. So, he let me touch him there. I gave him a hug and he grabbed my ass again. He was making me go crazy! When I took the garbage back there, he showed me a book he had found in donations about a ton of different sex positions. He’s like, “I’m going to do these with you,” and then when we could clock out, he came into the room right after me and grabbed my ass, back and front. And he’s like, “could you be late to your cabin?” and I said, yeah. But I didn’t have my phone so yeah. I want to hang out with him soooo bad. I’m hoping tomorrow night after work!

So today was thanksgiving. It’s been a pretty lame ass day. It’s just the five of us up here at the cabin. Eddie and Meryl have teamed up together and are excluding me, so I’m hating this. I am not in a good mood. And I just want to leave. I’m staying at Delia’s tonight and then going shopping tomorrow with her and Andrea. Oh! And I got my phone back today! Because I went to work last night and made the “right choice.” Yeah. So now I’m going to find something to do and try not to kill myself. (joke) ttyl!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: My mom was so weird with her punishments and expectations. She still didn’t trust me entirely but I still had to go to work and school so she had to get in touch with me somehow. I think having me go to work without my phone she realized I should have it anyway and made up that excuse to give it back to me then.

October 8, 2009

Thursday

NSFW entry!

Great day! Didn’t have school!

I had to work last night, so after work I came up to the cabin and texted with Derek until I went to sleep. This morning I told mom I was being picked up by Delia at 11, so I took Meryl home and then went over to Derek’s. He went above my underwear and when I first got there, I was freezing, so we went under his blankets and warmed up. I gave him a hand job of course and we kissed and caressed, and I warmed up quick. I ended up getting really into it and scratched him right in the middle above his abs. It only lasted for like 45 minutes. I wanted to keep going but every time after he cums, he’s done, and we clean up. So, I hung out at his house for a little while longer and then walked home. Delia picked me up and we went to the store to get discount movie tickets. Then stopped at Starbucks for her and Wendy’s for me. She took me home and I hung out there until 4:30 because I had to pick up Brad, Devin and Rhonda to go to Zombieland! It was us three, Delia, Craig, Brandon, Harry, and Garrett. It was a pretty good movie, I liked it. Us three girls went out to eat afterwards. I took Rhonda home. I told her about Derek, she’s the only one who knows. And Meryl, but I completely trust her. Then came home, packed, picked up Meryl and the cats and came back up to the lake. Aaron was having a bonfire and called me to invite us but instead we hung out in the street, Eddie threw an ice cube at the cars, and I guess made a dent, but whatever. That’s it! G’night!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: I remember seeing Zombieland with everyone and having a great time. Also, having more fun with Derek is a little cringe to revisit but still helpful in looking back on my past.

September 20, 2009

Sunday

Pretty good weekend. I think my life may be getting better. Friday after school I got to drive up to the cabin, I picked up Eddie at school and then met up with Uncle Charlie and Aunt Ivy, Uncle Gil and Aunt Bea at the cabin. I was in a really good mood since I got to drive! We went out to eat and there was a cute waiter there who served us. I think he was looking at me, he gave me my food first when he brought it all out. Hehe. We came back to the cabin and played Butt Darts! That was a lot of fun! My team won! With Aunt Bea, Uncle Gil, Eddie, and Preston. We put a quarter between our butt cheeks and walked across the room to try and drop it into a cup on the floor. After that we played LOL and I went to bed around midnight. Woke up, got ready for work, and drove back into town and worked for 8 hours. That was one looooong day. I went out to eat with Tabitha at Fazoli’s and then to Rachel’s to babysit for a few hours. Her kid slept the whole time and woke up once, so I watched tv and came home around 1:30am and went to bed. I woke up, went to work for 4 hours, came home and Delia brought over the laptop! 😊 it’s awesome! We went to Starbucks and talked for a while. She brought me home and I just sat on Facebook for a while. Now I should do some homework.

G’night!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: I remember this time. It was so much fun playing games with my family and laughing a lot. The game LOL stands for Lines of Laughter, which is based on scenes from a hat from the show Whose Line is it Anyway? Its nice to read an entry just about my happenings for a few days. Family time, work time, and friend time!

August 24, 2009

Monday 11:45am

Bored at the cabin.

Oma and Opa are here, I’m extremely bored and just want to see my friends. I miss them so much. I talked to Rhonda today and told her about this past week. It was a week ago today that I met Kyle and now it’s all over. It was a lot of fun while it lasted, that’s for sure. But it’s almost better that it ended the way that it did because I know in the back of my mind my relationship with him wouldn’t have really lasted once school started and then I’d have had to break up with him and yeah. We went out for about 24 hours. Oh well, now I move on and focus on school. I have my birthday party on Saturday! I’m so excited for that! And I’m thinking it’ll be even better than last year! And tomorrow I’m going to Kayla’s creek with people, so that’ll be good. So, I’m still being hopeful through it all, things will get better. I’ll get my parents to trust me again and I’ll get my car back and it’ll all be fine. And hopefully when school starts I’ll meet a new guy, and now I better be done writing, Eddie and Meryl will probably come find me soon. More later.

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: This was a period where I was thinking about my actions and how I lied to my parents and was caught. I definitely learned from this experience but it was still a struggle between my parents and I when it came to me hanging out with people who I met at work.

August 18, 2009

Today I woke up and had to drive to the cabin to see the Phillips. On my way up I texted Eric asking if he knew the community service kid’s name. He didn’t. And as I was driving down the road before the Uhaul place I see him in a car next to me! I waved and he recognized me, and I just laughed. I called Rhonda and told her about him and a few other things. Then I was at the cabin and came home and went to work. I saw cute community service kid 😊 He asked me about when he saw me on the road and we laughed about it. Later he asked to use my phone, and I let him and when he came back, I asked him his name and he said Kyle. I ended up giving him my number and we talked for like 3 hours. He really wanted to hang out tonight but instead it’s going to be tomorrow. And after work he said he really likes me and wants to have a relationship with me, and I’d like that too. So, no more Derek. I was supposed to hang out with him tomorrow, but I won’t now. So, I’m going to have to tell him that I’ve found another man. So yeah, that’s about it. I have a feeling I will have a ton to write about tomorrow.

G’night!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: this is a fun memory to revisit!

August 17, 2009

Monday

Had to drive up to the cabin and back to pick up the cats because The Phillips’ and their dog came up today. But I am staying in town all week because I have to work every night except Friday. So I think I’m going up there tomorrow during the day, dad will probably make me. So today at work I saw this cute community service worker. I didn’t find out his name, but he’s 17. I got to help in donations with Eric and him for about an hour and a half. And during that Shelby called me up to the registers to take her hanger boxes back and I told her I thought that kid was cute and she agreed. After I was done in donations I went out on the floor and found Craig and Brandon! They followed me around for a little while, which was fun. I told them about the cute kid and they saw him. I had to get my drawer counted down so they left and left me a note on my car saying they waited for half an hour and had to leave. So around 9 I went up to Shelby’s register and asked her if she knew community service’s name and she said, “no, bit he’s got a hickey.” I repeated it and he was behind me! But he left at that time. While in donations he told me he thought I was 20. But no, I’m 16, almost 17! Yay! My birthday party is in less than 2 weeks! Yay! I’m so excited! Well that’s about it for now.

G’night!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: I remember this day and how I was being eyed by this guy and how I thought to myself wow, another good looking guy who’s also into me!

August 15, 2009

Saturday – at the cabin

So last night I went to work, ended up being me, Shelby and Jake closing. Both Andrea and Derek called in sick so I couldn’t hang out with him after work. We ended up getting out at 10. But I hung out with Eric and Taylor at the park. It wasn’t really fun, just good to get out. Eric walked me to the van before I left and we hugged. I don’t know what his feelings are for me, he always says hi to me at work and stuff. I’d say we’re just good friends and today I came up to the cabin with Meryl. I will hopefully go back into town for night games with everyone, so yeah. I’m going to have to start a new journal soon. There is only one page left. Wow. And I’d have to say this journal has some juicy stuff in it! My summer of rebellion! Sweet!! That’s it for now.

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: Not much to say about this entry other than just remembering simple things from that time. The times between the exciting stuff.

July 2, 2009

Went to work. Found out almost everyone knows about me and Hunter. Hunter called me after work. 😊 it was a better conversation than the last one. We might hang out either Saturday or Sunday maybe see the fireworks! Then I hung out with Eric and Taylor, went to Perkin’s and came home at 1am. That’s about it. I guess this weekend will be good Uncle Charlie and Aunt Ivy and other family friends are coming to the cabin, so it’ll be good to see all of them again. And yeah, not much to write for today so I’ll go to bed. G’night!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: Eric seemed flirty with me, and Taylor was his buddy but I never dated Eric and he never asked me out.

June 19, 2009

Friday

Had Stacey up at the cabin, went swimming to the boat landing and went on a walk. Went to work – Hunter was there. 😊 and we made eye contact like 10 times, especially before he left he turned and our eyes met and yeah. He works on Monday, same as me, so I’m hoping! ❤ ❤

Ava Estelle

Present day me: Oh the excited feelings of being into someone and wondering what will happen!

June 6, 2009

Saturday

A lot of things have happened since the last time I wrote in here. Last weekend, a guy at work, named Hunter caught my attention. 😊 yeah, and on the way home from work last Sunday I was at a stoplight to turn left, he was two lanes over and when he passed we made eye contact! And we had break at the same time, but didn’t talk because there were two other ladies in there. And this whole Brandon thing – I don’t like him anymore. It’s weird that I go from one guy to another over a weekend, and I don’t feel guilty at all. So this past week was the last week of sophomore year. It was an okay one. Monday – went to Nelson’s for lunch. Tuesday – ordered Green Mill. Wednesday – Kwik trip with Rhonda, Craig and Brad. Thursday – Culvers with Andrea and Tabitha. I took pictures almost all days, in every class. Thursday night we played night games up by Brandon’s. There were five girls and all the guys. Wasn’t as good as the last time. I was partnered with Brandon though, which was fun. Friday I went out to Panera with Delia and then went to her house to work on the end of the year slideshow – which is amazing! Then we went to Andrea’s party. There were only five girls there too and a bunch of guys. Delia and I stayed over and now I’m at the cabin. Today was a lazy day. And now my hand hurts.

G’night!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: New job brought more than just one new boy into my life back then! This is just the beginning of my boy stories!