panera – Ava's Journal Entries

December 2, 2009

Wednesday ~ No school

Last Night: I went to Delia’s house with Rhonda. It was good. We all just talked about everything. Mom and dad were both on my case about shit that I need to get done. Telling me to sign up for the ACT and how my attitude is keeping mom from giving my phone back. It’s really retarded. So, I left my house bawling but controlled myself by the time I got to Rhonda’s. I took her home too and I sneezed and said, “ow, I felt that in my back.” She’s like, “that’s what she said,” ha, I know, perfect right? Haha. So, I just came home and went to bed.

Today: went to the bank and out to Panera with Meryl for her birthday. We didn’t really talk though, just ate. Came home, did homework, ran to kwik trip with Eddie, got gas and candy. And then later I met Delia at the mall. I got some new body spray at bath and body works and car fresheners from yankee candle. We went to Panera to get some amazing mac and cheese! Then we ran to best buy to look at Sonny with a Chance DVDs to get Rhonda for Christmas. We went back to her house to watch four episodes of Sonny. But had to help empty her barn of all the stuff from Halloween. And then we went to starbucks with her mom. Came back, watched sonny (Check it Out girls!!) and ordered pizza and egg rolls from green mill and went to pick it up, got it, came back watched the last episode and ate and I came home at 8.

AFR = awesome freedom reigns

CDC = Chad Dillon Cooper = HOT!

❤ Ava Estelle 😊 GOOD DAY!

November 11, 2009

Wednesday

School. Went to the bank and then Michael’s with Eddie and Meryl. Then at 4:30 I met up with Rhonda, Delia, Brad, and Devin at Starbucks to discuss the cookies for community club. Came home, did homework- finished two essays for English. Yay!

So, this past Sunday I went out to Panera with Delia and we talked about so much stuff. Our group falling apart, the school year, the south girls, everything. Then we went to Target and thought of a birthday gift for Andrea because her party is on Saturday. Like nobody is going to it because they have plans or just don’t want to. It’s so lame. This party won’t be as good as last year’s. Oh well. Tabitha and Craig weren’t even invited, so not sure about that.

Tabitha and I went out to Subway for lunch today. It was good to hang with just her instead of her and Rhonda. When those two are together I feel like the third wheel. They’re loud, rude and talk about stupid things. Like one time they came to visit me at work, it was a few days before Halloween, so it was really busy. They came and just dissed me, made fun of me, and said stuff like, “we’re going to complain to your boss,” or whatever. That made me mad. I like where I work and am respected there and I don’t like them treating me like that there. But I never told them because they were “just kidding” and I know that, but it hurts sometimes especially from my two best friends.

So yeah, that’s kind of how life is these days. Rhonda has kind of been on my nerves lately. I don’t know why, it’s like I’m sick of her or something. I think we might just be growing apart which is so sad! I really hate this school year. A lot. I’ll just try and live for the little things. New Moon is coming out next week! And I’m going to the midnight show with Delia and Tabitha! That’ll be sweet! Sooo yeah. I think that’s about it for now. Tomorrow I’m working, hopefully Derek will be there, I haven’t seen him since Friday. And on Monday when I worked Hunter closed. But it was okay.

G’night

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: I remember starting to feel disconnected from Rhonda and Tabitha. For whatever reasons the group of friends we all had the year prior was dissolving between different people who were once really close. It sucks to have that happen during our junior year of high school.

August 2, 2009

Sunday

FRIDAY

Work. 5-close. Hunter called me, guilt trip. Delia’s birthday party. Stayed the night with Tabitha, Rhonda, Beth, and Kayla. Lots of fun! Played BS and Spoons. Texted with Derek, read cosmopolitan magazine – hot naked men. ❤

SATURDAY

Perkins for brunch with the girls. Target with Delia for Brandon’s boxers. Went to the guys’ house, then Sonic, then I picked up Brad and Devin and went to Kayla’s for night games with Craig, Harry, Brad, Devin, Delia, Brandon and Grace. Brandon turned 17!

SUNDAY

Panera with Brad, Devin, Delia, Katie and Jake. Went to Scheel’s with Delia, Brad and Devin, took the boys home. Picked up Paula, went to the mall, came home, ate dinner and got ready for the AMBUSH! Picked up Tabitha and went to Kayla’s. We filled up water balloons, went to Brandon’s house and got all the guys outside – we got them with the balloons and they got us with the hose and buckets. It was me, Tabitha, Kayla, Delia and Kayla’s sister. It was AMAZING! We waited outside for them for like 20 minutes. I tapped on the basement window and they heard. I took Tabitha home and got home at 11:45!

AWESOME WEEKEND!

❤ Ava Estelle 😊

Present day me: I remember Hunter took our breakup really hard. I think he didn’t completely understand why I broke things off with him and I wasn’t equipped with being able to communicate it accurately with him. The ambush we girls did on the guys was so fun! We all got dressed up in black and wore sunglasses at night and it was successful!

June 6, 2009

Saturday

A lot of things have happened since the last time I wrote in here. Last weekend, a guy at work, named Hunter caught my attention. 😊 yeah, and on the way home from work last Sunday I was at a stoplight to turn left, he was two lanes over and when he passed we made eye contact! And we had break at the same time, but didn’t talk because there were two other ladies in there. And this whole Brandon thing – I don’t like him anymore. It’s weird that I go from one guy to another over a weekend, and I don’t feel guilty at all. So this past week was the last week of sophomore year. It was an okay one. Monday – went to Nelson’s for lunch. Tuesday – ordered Green Mill. Wednesday – Kwik trip with Rhonda, Craig and Brad. Thursday – Culvers with Andrea and Tabitha. I took pictures almost all days, in every class. Thursday night we played night games up by Brandon’s. There were five girls and all the guys. Wasn’t as good as the last time. I was partnered with Brandon though, which was fun. Friday I went out to Panera with Delia and then went to her house to work on the end of the year slideshow – which is amazing! Then we went to Andrea’s party. There were only five girls there too and a bunch of guys. Delia and I stayed over and now I’m at the cabin. Today was a lazy day. And now my hand hurts.

G’night!

❤ Ava Estelle

Present day me: New job brought more than just one new boy into my life back then! This is just the beginning of my boy stories!