December 2, 2009

December 2, 2009

Wednesday ~ No school

Last Night: I went to Delia’s house with Rhonda. It was good. We all just talked about everything. Mom and dad were both on my case about shit that I need to get done. Telling me to sign up for the ACT and how my attitude is keeping mom from giving my phone back. It’s really retarded. So, I left my house bawling but controlled myself by the time I got to Rhonda’s. I took her home too and I sneezed and said, “ow, I felt that in my back.” She’s like, “that’s what she said,” ha, I know, perfect right? Haha. So, I just came home and went to bed.

Today: went to the bank and out to Panera with Meryl for her birthday. We didn’t really talk though, just ate. Came home, did homework, ran to kwik trip with Eddie, got gas and candy. And then later I met Delia at the mall. I got some new body spray at bath and body works and car fresheners from yankee candle. We went to Panera to get some amazing mac and cheese! Then we ran to best buy to look at Sonny with a Chance DVDs to get Rhonda for Christmas. We went back to her house to watch four episodes of Sonny. But had to help empty her barn of all the stuff from Halloween. And then we went to starbucks with her mom. Came back, watched sonny (Check it Out girls!!) and ordered pizza and egg rolls from green mill and went to pick it up, got it, came back watched the last episode and ate and I came home at 8.

AFR = awesome freedom reigns

CDC = Chad Dillon Cooper = HOT!

❤ Ava Estelle 😊 GOOD DAY!

November 29, 2009

November 29, 2009

Sunday

Shit. Fuck. Retarded. Ugh! Damn it. Laaaaame!

Friday: went to Delia’s at 4:30am. Mom and dad made me stay at the lake and drive into town early in the morning. So, I picked up Delia and Andrea. We went just to Target because it was so busy! I parked at Goodwill. I bought two seasons of House and new earrings. I took those two home, came home, showered, went to the bank – took out $350!! And bought a new ipod! Came home. Synced it. Went to New Moon with Delia and Rhonda. It was pretty good the second time. Came home, went to work. Saw Derek. We had break together. He was all over me again. We texted after we closed, and we said how excited we were to hang out tonight. I came home after work and kept pleading with him to come over and then I hear a car door shut. Mom came home. I texted him DON’T COME! And that was the last thing. Mom took away my phone again for “lying” to her. I was going to go to Paula’s house but got out of work late and was exhausted, so I came home. So yeah. I’m screwed again. Saturday, I went to work from one til close. Long shift. Went to Delia’s after and stayed over. We watched Sonny with a Chance and talked about a bunch of stuff. Woke up this morning, came home, went to work from noon til 6:30 and am now home. Ugh. I’m sick of working. I have to go tomorrow too; Derek won’t be there. I really want to see him and tell him he’s not in trouble. Just I am. So that’s all for now. Bye!

Ava Estelle

Present day me: I remember being so busy and worried about my mom busting me for doing nothing. Like, I get punished for coming home after getting out of work late and not going to my friends house like I had told her? Sure, I could have called her to let her know the change but at that time I didn’t see the point. Instead she worried herself and thought the worst of me and took away my phone anyway. Well, that keeps her from getting in touch with me when I’m still going to work and school and seeing my friends from school….