Ava Estelle Hamilton

January 3, 2010

We arrived in Acapulco, Mexico yesterday. Check in was long and confusing as usual. We had to wait for an hour until our room was ready. We ate food, hung out, got our room, changed, swam, hung out more, zombie’d around. Whatever. Went to bed. Woke up this morning, and went to the beach. Mom, Meryl and I rode horses on the beach. That was cool. The waves and ocean are marvelous. Eddie and I went in the ocean. Meryl was too scared. I saw a stingray. That was freaky. I read a little and just sat out on the beach. I really want to go home. I just go tout of a cold shower, I’m really really burned. But I like it. Now I’m on the balcony just chillen out, I have to go and get another room key because I lost mine. Soooo yeah. This whole vacation is lame. I had a dream last night that I went back home but didn’t have to go to school and dad was gone. So I had nothing to do. It was weird. So now I’m not sure what I’m going to do. Read? Tv? Music? I need internet access dammit. Ugh! I miss dad, Delia, Tabitha, Rhonda, everyone from work. Ugh. Whatever. I’ll live. Have to make the best out of every situation. More latah!

❤ Ava Estelle

I’ll be 18 in 8 months!!! 😊

January 1, 2010

Well it’s only 2:15 am

I’m going to write down about yesterday – and the night before.

Wednesday night -> I met with Delia and Tabitha at a tea bar and told them about Derek and me. They understood, weren’t mad at all, a little confused. But yeah. It was kind of an awkward time. But I’m glad they know because they can help me in the future and it’s good to tell my best friends about losing my virginity. Oh god. That sounds so weird. Anyway – the last day of 2009. I went to work for 8 hours. It was a good shift. I worked in domestics with Dawn and helped out in donations with Eric, Hunter, Gil and the Drater guy. We got out at 6:30 and I came home and finished packing. Delia got dropped off. We picked up Tabitha and then went to Katie’s. It was a pretty good party. We played poker and some other games. Did the Ouija board that was interesting. And I took them both home. Yeah. That’s about it. Tomorrow – er – later today – driving to Chicago and then flying out at 8am the next morning.

❤ Ava Estelle

PS First song I listened to this year: BADD!

December 30, 2009

NSFW entry!!!!

10:21am

Last night: I went to work from 5 til close and then had thold mom and dad that I’d be at Paula’s after work staying the night. On my way to work I called mom and told her that was my plan and she was really skeptical. Saying if I called Paula’s parents they would know? And being all paranoid. So at about 8:45 Paula walked into the store and said mom had called her dad and he didn’t know about me staing over so Paula’s dad called Paula telling her to call my mom. So when I got off of work I called mom and told her my plans and Paula was with me. Derek sat in the back of her car, too. Mom told me to call her from Paula’s house so I drove there called her, got my bloodhound cd back and then left. Got gas and went to Derek’s place 😊 we watched a part of a movie and then decided to go into his room. We caressed and kissed a lot, he fingered me (good) and I gave him a hand job, of course. and we had sex too. It still hurt, not as much and I just made it through the pain. You gotta get past the first time pains sometime. He had to finger me to get me warmed up and ready. We did it me on top and him on top, too. It was good. Yes, he wore a condom. After a while Jimmy came home. When Derek and I were done we watched the evil dead scary movie, Jimmy and I sat on the couch under a blanket and he caressed my body and I gave him a hand job all under the blanket. I was only wearing my jeans and panties and bra. So in the middle of the movie we decided to move to Jimmy’s room. Derek sat on the floor and Jimmy and I layed in his bed. We just ran our fingers over each other, he fingered me, we made out, I gave him a hand job. He wanted me to give him a blow job but I didn’t want to. When the movie was over, it was like 3:30am, or 4 or 4:30. I can’t remember. Derek and I went back into his room and just layed and talked for a while. We talked about a lot of stuff. Dating, life, work, Jimmy and us. It was about 5am and he was really horny. I was tired but I was horny too. I kissed his neck, we made out, he fingered me, found me g-spot (incredible!) pretty sure I orgasmed like two or three times last night. He couldn’t find another condom so we didn’t’ have sex again. But he came all over me. :p then we went to sleep. I only slept for two hours. My body was really sore. We cuddled and made out and did the whole shebang again. I changed my clothes and pretty much left. It was a good hang out. Very good. Fun, exciting, beneficial. I’m glad him and I are such good friends. 😊

More later!

*Acoustic with the girls yesterday.

*New Blackberry phone on Monday!

❤ Ava Estelle 😊

December 27, 2009

Early morning

Christmas eve – good day at work. Came home and hung out with the family. We all sat in the living room and talked, turned on some Christmas orchestra shit and us three were like, noooo! We went to bed at 11:30 I think.

Woke up Christmas morning – fail, disappointment, lame. We opened our stockings which had silly putty, sunscreen, candy and gum. Then we divided the presents – Meryl 6, Eddie 4, and me 3. I wasn’t in the best mood. And the present that was for the whole family was a camcorder to use in Mexico, dad thought it’d be cool to have. So later that day I went over to Delia’s and played Twilight Scene it. That was fun and then I had to go home and eat dinner, turkey, mashed potatoes, yadda yadda… and then just chilled with the fam again.

Yesterday – turned out I had to work 8:45-5. Didn’t know that. So I got there at 10. Was pretty busy. Worked on the floor for a while. Got out at 5. And then came up to the cabin. Had dinner, rented Paul Blart and hung out. I had texted Aaron “hey! What’s up!” And he sent one back a while later, “not much I broke up with Melody” (!!!!!) wow! I invited him over but he wasn’t’ home from work yet, so yeah. Who knows. He didn’t tell me what happened so maybe I’ll see him today. More later.

❤ Ava Estelle

December 23, 2009

So today was an okay day.

Mom and dad were both gone when I woke up so I took a shower and everything and then mom had me start the laundry. Ha perfect. So she wouldn’t smell my clothes. They didn’t smell that bad. I called Rhonda and told her all about it and that was good. Paula came over for about an hour and I told her too. We talked about pot too and I’m a “couple pages” ahead of her, because I guess she hasn’t put it all the way in. so yeah. It’s weird to think about it and not tell anyone. I don’t really feel proud or relieved I just feel like, “okay, I hung out with him again and this time we did something different.” I do hope we hang out again thought before I leave for Mexico, I would like to try it again. Hopefully he would, I think he would. I like friends with benefits though because there’s no emotional attachment. I didn’t cry, I’m not in desperate need to see him again or talk to him, so yeah. I feel perfectly fine about it. And tomorrow I’m working with Gil, and Hunter but it’ll be okay. Tomorrow is Christmas eve. And that means I’ll be spending mucho time with family. Great. Oh! And we rented the hangover tonight. It was funny!

G’night! ❤ Ava Estelle

December 22, 2009

NSFW entry!

Last day of school! It’s now Christmas break! 😊

Okay day at school.

After I ran to the bank, picked up Rhonda, then went to Goodwill to buy those make-your-butt-look-better shoes. But they weren’t there. We went over to Delia’s to exchange presents along with Tabitha. And then we went to Pizza Ranch for dinner, there was a cute busboy there named Kyle hehe. After Rhonda and I went to the mall so I went to Victoria’s Secret and bought a new bra. After that I took her home and then chilled at Shopko for a while until Derek was done with work. I went over to his place and we had some fun. We had sex. He put it in, wore a condom and it really really hurt. I like his fingers better. After I just wore my pants and bra around and he wore just his pants. We ate pizza and watched the beginning of a movie and then I left to be home by midnight. Got home, both mom and dad are asleep. That’s it.

My hands smell like him really bad, I gave him a hand job and made him cum of course and he fingered me which felt good as always, it was nice but not as good as other times. So yeah, hopefully we’ll hang out another time before break? I’d want to. Okay, that’s it. Bye!

G’night ❤ Ava Estelle

December 20, 2009

Sunday

Yesterday: worked the 8 hour last shift. Closed with Derek. I was really hyper at the end of the night as we were taking down the signs. Me, Derek and Gabby all walked around and talked about stuff. It was fun, we pulled that’s what she said jokes and goofed off. After work I went to Maddy’s house. I ended up just sitting in the bathroom and talking with Ashley about boys, friends, school. It was good. I texted Derek while I was there, I was so hyper and wanted to hang out with him so bad so I texted him, “Your hot 😉” and he said back, “thank you, and your sexy” that’s basically it. After Maddy’s Delia and I went to Green Mill and got food – spinach dip and quesadillas. We talked about a ton of stuff and then went to her house and watched 17 again with Zac Efron and Sterling Knight. And then we watched an episode of community. It was fun. Got up at 7:30, came home and went to church, and now I’m just chillen at home. I’ll probably write more later.

Bye! ❤ Ava Estelle

December 13, 2009

Sunday

Saturday: Dad’s side Christmas at the cabin!

Had to work 8:45-5, drove up to the cabin, we ate, did presents, played LOL! And a new game – INDIAN! So much fun!!! Then just chilled out. Barely had a voice.

Today: everyone left, came home, went to Brad and Devin’s to bake cookies and then to Delia’s and watched Sonny. Came home, and is freezing so much. I barely have a voice so I’m going to try and sleep as much as possible.

G’night ❤ Ava Estelle

December 9, 2009

SNOW DAY!

Only slept in til 8 though, shoveled for 2 hours. And then had Derek and Jimmy come pick me up at the bottom of the hill, we went to their new place by the park. We just basically hung out, listened to music, my ipod, sat on the couch. Jimmy and I listened to the vagina song. It came up on the shuffle. As soon as Derek and I got into his bed dad called me. I had to leave, so we made out a little, groped under the clothes a little and then I walked to the park and dad picked me up. It was fine. I had to drive the van back because he bought 2 new cargo vans so I drove to the town twice today. Worked on some homework, and then went to Delia’s. We watched tv and talked about stuff. There’s a guy named Trent who’s texting her. Kind of like how Kyle was to me, so we compared that. And I drove home. I told mom and dad I had been at Stacey’s house and then went to Shopko and walked with one of the girls to the park. So yeah. That’s it for now.

Got called into work last night, was really boring. Have to work tomorrow, but it’ll be fine.

G’night! ❤ Ava Estelle

December 6, 2009

Sunday

Today: went to church. Came home, went out shopping by myself to get presents for mis amigas. Went to target – found nothing. Wal-mart – got photo paper and then goodwill. Derek was there. He was wearing a black shirt with no sleeves (HOT!) I bought telling time flashcards (50 states game #2) and a hannah montana book for Rhonda. I also took three boxes from goodwill for my LOL mini kits. Derek and I got into my car and drove up to a creek. We were in the back of my car, just did the normal stuff. Wasn’t anything special. It was good to see him again and hang with him 😊 I drove back to the mall, we sat in my car and listened to music – piano man, party hard, bohemian rhapsody. We walked together in the mall for a little bit, and then we went to the food court and I went to inside scoop – good day.

Yesterday: went shopping with Eddie and Meryl. Got stuff for dad’s side. We stopped at Goodwill, I was in sweats and Derek was on his break and came over to me. Shelby had hid my bag so I was trying to find it and he was laughing. Later he texted me saying, “hey your not wearing makeup today are you.” – how do you respond to that? Later Delia came over. We watched an episode of Sonny and then went to Perkin’s. came back and watched more Sonny with a Chance.

Friday: Had a cookie officer meeting at Border’s right after school. It was okay. Just Rhonda, Delia, Haley and me. I took Rhonda home but we stopped at Brad and Devin’s house for cookies and played a little rock band too. Later I went to the improv show with Delia and Tabitha. It was SO funny! We went to sonic afterwards and then Delia took me home. I got my hone back at 10:30 that night, so yeah.

Pretty good weekend!

❤ Ava Estelle 😊